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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: kelvin Gender: Male Interests: singing Expertise: compose songs Occupation: student Industry: starbuck * Message: message me Member Since: 12/26/2006

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Thursday, January 18, 2007

It`s TimE 4 KeLvIn 2 ROOOOOCK!!!!

hi..guys..new Year,NeW Beginning..new Blog,New KelVin ArHX..More new thiNgS comIng up NxT LEhx..I Would PoSt SomE OF my songs Written By ME On HEre LehX..hmm..HopE to See more SuppoRt ArhX..hahax..hmm..weLL..i SloWLY began To PiCK Up MYseLF..Slowly Get StRonGer..learn HoW to Protect myselF..hmm..some of the logic Tat I HAd Got Thru..

FiRstLY..when ThinGS Dun CoME,u Dun Force,let it Go,If ItS Urs,it`ll come back someday,somehow..

secondly..ppL Dun Want,u dun force,if u reallY LikE Her,jus Wait 4 her Return

Lastly..ppL duN Belive,nvM,let time prove u R Trustworthy,she would Know Wat is TruE To Her All TIS WhilE..

jus some of the logic tat i had learn myself..hmm..okie..i hope u guys would enjoy 2oo7 arhx..hmm..GoT Problems do FinD Me..let me hav inspiration for songs..thks..hope tat u guys wouLd l00k Forward To My SonGs..<KeLvIn>

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Tuesday, December 26, 2006


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hi..PPl ReadIng TiS Blog..weLcome,tiS is kelvin..my 2006 it's a complete ScrEw Up..LiFe Is UpSiDe DoWn..I'm Jus like A b0ttLE,ComPreSsing Air In It,GonnA explodeD So0n..Jus LikE A DuLL CloWn,LoSt It's ColoUr n HumoR BecoX oF 1 GiRlx In tiS WoRlD..i DuN KnoW HoW to TeLL U GuYs My StoRY..BuT If U WaNNa LiStEn T0 ME n UnDerStaNd wat i Am GoInG ThRu,taT ShOuLD BE FinE..

pPl,wAt ActuAllY is LoVe At TiS woRld?Can It reaLLy MaKe uS Go BliND?I GuESs I Hav An AnS To U GuYS..actuAlly It is Yes..EvErSinCe i met TiS GiRl In MAc On 1st of july 2006,my HeArt Was OccupIed WiF PiCs Of Her..i DiDnt KnoW HoW to ReaLLy LoVe A PerSon Becox in The PAst I Had FailEd so MAnY TimEs..i Was There A MAn WiF No ConFiDencE At All..BuT I Can TeLL U GuYS,Becox Of Her I HAd BecoMe A BEtter PerSon n i Always WanTed To GiVe HeR ThE BeSt..buT NoW ShE JuS GiVe Me A colD ShoULDer...shE DiDNt reaLiSe EvEry ReAcTiONs OF HerS Is PoweRfuL N FatAl To Me...wheN i PaIN Or HuRt,i WaNt to Shout Or crY..i gueSS CanT Do It eiThEr..=(..U GuYS Kn0w WhY?ppl AlwaYs Say When We R SaD ThE BeSt ThiNg Is To cRy Out LouD..BuT iSnT It MORe WoRse WhEn UWe WannA Cry But NiThinG ComEs Out?Can u GuyS KnoW hoW MiSerable Is It?i DidnT Tell Her becox i didnT WaNT HeR to WoRRY..i Didnt Want To See Her BroWs FroWned..buT Can SHE EvEr KnoW wHy?I gUesS iN hER eYes i aM juS a iNcORRIgIbLe maN bAHX..PpL rEADiNg,TiS It'S Nt WaT I WanTed De..But ThERe IS Jus somE MisunderStanDinG i Am Not GiVen A ChaNce To EXplain..Can U GuYS KnoW hoW Miserable is it?want to Explain buT DuN HAv ThE CoUrage oR Jus ScAred WaT She HaV SarCasTiC ThInGS To SaYs..

"GuArDiAN~AnGelZ"..DoES AnYone KnOw Wat Is ThiS?To Me It'S jus a role In which I PLaYed to Prptect HeR..to ProTeCt somEonE I WanTed To..becox she really maTterS To Me..CaN ShE EVeN Feel AnYThinG NoW..sHe Is NoW OuTSiDe..flYinG hIgH,FlyinG loW.. FlyiNg Out WiF othErs ShE WanTed To..i"m Am NoW seArcHinG High SeaRchInG LoW..SeArcHing For Her HeArt t0 bE Here KePt SaFe In Me..TAt woUlD Be The TimE WhEn Lady of HappiNess woUlD CaMe To LOOk FoR Me..

As ReaLLy Her AngelZ,I had already did ThIngs Tat Is moRe ThAn A FreNZ..i Jus Hav To SaY EVerY Role On eaRth ComEs WiF A ResponSibility..ppl MiGht qn NoW.."Wat Hav U rEaLLY DoNe FoR Her?"i wanteD to SaY A Few Tat Is Well RemEMbered..When i KnEw Her The 3rd day..it Was Her Birthday..i Jus Finished my test..DiDnT CaRe HoW TiREd i Was bUT Jus WanTed To FinD Her A PreSenT..in ThE enD I Walked Till my legs hav blisters jus to find a necklaCe FoR Her PreSent..i Then WalkEd FrOm PetiR To PenDinG Jus To Let Her Feel MY SinceriTY..jus To See i Am The perSon To HanG A smilE On Her Cute Face..Her ReSuLtS in Chinese O LevelS Were Not Ideal,despite of anythinG,i Kept PuShinG Her To Go For ThE BeSt..GiVe EveryThinG I caN..then when her love ones is gonE..i Was Readily There To accompany Her..LeND her MY ShouLderS When She NeED It..BOuGhT Her Fo0d juS woRriEd Tat shE MiGht BE HunGrY..KeeP Her AccompAny Till Late NitEX,jus woRRied tat She Is not okie by herself..WheN ShE Had A tIff WiF Her BeSt FrenX..i Am THe PerSon To stand By HEr..AloT MoRe EvEnts..buT DoeS TiS EvEn Matters To A Bird who IS AlReadY SeT free?DoeS She EveN Keep All Tis?IF She Is Reading tiS..PlS Tell Me..

When ShE NeeD HelP..i Am ReadIly HerE For HeR..buT NOW tiS AnGeLz Needs HelP..Is she There FoR Him?A SimPle Reasons Is jus GiVen by her juS to Tell Me Off..i already told her B4 No MatterS HoW Strong a PersoN is,he WoulD Still Need ComfoRt De..But WhEn I NeeD It n0W..where Is She?Does ShE EveN Care Now?IS She GonnA Be Back?shE Can Say She IS FruStRated abt me..But Does TiS MeanS I WoUlD Be LIVInG Gd WithoUt Any Worries Or frustration..

ShE OnCe ClAimEd I Do ThiNgs Hastly..does she even CarE To FinD Out OR even KNoW whY?DoeS She KNow Wat KinD OF FeAr WaS clutching mY HearT So TiGht?i CoulDdnt eveN BreAthE..I Bet She Dun KnoW TiS..chemIstrY PracticaL tAt Day She TalKed To Me In A VerY MooDY WaY..I AskEd Her Wat HAppen..She Then Put A Knife InTo MY heart at tat nitex..i hav To Say i DiDnt WaNt KnoW AnythinG Tat NiTEx YahX..becOx I DiDnT WaNt It To AffeCt My O LevelS EiTher..buT She Jus StAbbed rIgHT oN tAT SPOt..tEARs r oNcE shedded..She Is the FiRst GiRl I Cried for..If OnE Day U Found tis AnGel At Sea..Dun Be Surprise n dun wake hiM..cause the sea is e tears shed by him n he would be dead By taT Time le..

i Was Not In Gd MooD In The PaSt few Days..Jus failed my TeSt In The Job..she then misunderstood me...she thought i was saying withouT Her EnCouRaGemEnt TatS WhY I FailEd The Test..buT Wat I MeanT Was If She wannA give tats would be the beSt thINg TAt Can Happen To Me..buT If She Is Nt WilliG To ShoW Some Support..then i guess I Cant FoRce EithEr..i Am Jus Nt USed to it..In e Past she Would At Least WiSh Me A 'Gd LuCk'Or 'AllE Best" de..

all e promise we had mAde..Had SHe reAlly FulFiLed?Can She evEn Remember?When She TolD Me She Forget..i waS VerY dissapointed..it was as if i was Fall Off From A Valley..My CarD..She Promise to Make one..now she saY tat Dun Want Le..i canT Say I Am Not Sad..i Guess At TimEs Promise R meant to be broken Le..If She Is ReadiNg TiS,plS GiVe Me a ChAnce to FulFiLed the 5 promise i had Made..dun Let Me live 2007 wif 2006 regrets BahX..

i Lastly Hav To Say In relationShip When There I sweetness There GoNNa Be BittErnEss de..Me,Being Her Angelx..r trying to let the sweetness overweigh the bitterness..It'S Jus up to her whether a chance Is to be GiVen AnoT..i Was Nv RegRet BeIng her AngeLz..if i weRe to ChooSe Again..i Would still want to guArd Over hEr Over e Dark Blue Sky,Blinking At Her When She Look Out of the Window..AccompAny Her EvEry nIteX B4 she Goes to LALA land,jus like e past..i now Could nt find the way to "Rainbow heaven" n enjoY Etrnal HappIness,juS HopE Tat She Can ReAlly TakE CaRe Of HerSelF...there Would at LeaSt KeeP ME HAppY FoR a moMEnt BahX..

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